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FINALLY!!! UPDATING BLOG!!

2011-06-20T00:03:00.002+08:00

Opps sorry people!! I kind of neglected this blog. Hehes.

Tmr (20/06/2011) i'll have a camp. 4D3N camp. During this camp i'll still have to attend remedial class which kind of sucks... I can't even find my green army mug!! T.T DEAD... Why is it so hard to borrow one!!??

Anws this'll be a short post! Cuz i need to sleep now.

Byebye!

The journey was tough, but it was all worth it.

2011-03-31T08:12:00.002+08:00

Hey people! It's been 3 months since I touched this blog. Hahas. Been damn tired these few days.

Just some quick updates

Had a promotion parade.
Didn't play badminton for 3 weeks le!!!
Got a new mei!
Ended term 1 with a decent msg.

And I LOVE MY NEW EARPHONES!!!
Klipsch! <3

This weekend I'll b damn busy.
Saturday there's taekwondo black belt grading (good luck!),
Sunday got AC nationals,
next Sundy got AA nationals

This year I shall aim to a good jc. Jiayou people!

LONG TIME NO SEE PEOPLE!!!

2010-12-10T21:23:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps! I'm back! Finally found time to blog. Hahas.

Recently i was so busy i din have time to play badminton D:... Tomorrow my neighbour's teacher is coming. So i guess thats a chance for me to play? hahas. Anws, all those that played with me said i improved! Obviously right... Hahas

Recently i had been so caught up with SJAB stuff i missed taekwondo... Bleh... Thanks BNCOC. D:/:D.

BNCOC was awesome. Totally worth it!

Erm... Monday i'm going out with her! Can't wait!

Tmr is the first month we are together!

Today you made my day. Thank you!

2010-11-13T23:12:00.003+08:00

today was BNCOC theory day II!

Shouted at the trainees man! Hahas.

Made them run up, run down.

Then trainers just slack down there and shout!

Today damn epic.

BOS take attendance

People fall out

SCs count wrongly

S2 tell us number of people in S2 room

Realise that Present Strength + People in S2 room does not tally with present strength for the day

Cycle repeats until 17 people in S2 room

Win.

After BNCOC we chased a bus from across the road. Lucky the bus got lotsa people boarding. So we could catch up! Hahas.

You make night look like day

2010-11-12T20:53:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow is NCOC theory day II!

Can't wait! Hahas. Realized i am missing a lot of stuff

1) Non-ankle white socks

2) Short fringe above the eye-brown

3) Watch

4) Schedule for tmr!

Crap man!!! Should i cut my fringe now?

Should i borrow socks?

> Eeyer... Tmr wear track pants... D:

Its a bit messy, yea.

For you with all my heart~

2010-11-11T23:25:00.001+08:00

You know you have fallen for someone when:

1) Her initials are the password for your itouch

2) You can't stop thinking about her

3) Waiting for her reply seems to take forever

4) You will stop anything to talk to her

5) You wanna see her everyday!

10.11.2010

2010-11-10T20:43:00.002+08:00

Today could be the happiest day of my life.

One sad thing though: My only racket broke. Which means i'm getting a new one! Yay!

I-dunno-what-to-think-as-a-title

2010-11-07T18:45:00.003+08:00

Hey people!

The holidays have been great so far!

Played badminton with lotsa people

Cycled around Yishun

Made some new friends

Had a new haircut [ i look retarded]

Tomorrow got chalet

This time is those kind of bungalow type

With BBQ and stuff!

Basketball! <-- Long time never play le

Post-EOYS

2010-10-26T23:30:00.002+08:00

Its been long people!

have been very busy slacking!

Some updates from me!

1) I'm playing badminton almost everyday! So if you come Yishun, come find me and we'll play a match!

2) I'm gonna start my first work this Saturday! Working at scape, earning $50 a day. Will most probably save up for a jacket or new racket.

3) Throughout this whole holidays i shall aim to not slack too much and mug the o levels syllabus.

SO yea. I'm reverting back the old blog template cuz this new one sux.

Pre EOYS

2010-09-18T22:30:00.002+08:00

Its been long since i last blogged. Pardon my previous post. I know its rude and stuff. But i really tried to censor it. So its really up to you.

I started saving up again. This time its a larger amount, and its not for another crumpler.

List:

2 Badminton rackets [around $200?]

- One for my neighbour who shares the same birthday as me. 19/04

- One for a mystery person.

Hoodie [around $80?]

- Cuz my addidas jacket is failing me.

New earphones [$20]

-Or headphones actually

Yep. Thats the list!

and now.

For my post-eoys activities list

1. Play badminton

2. Go shopping

3. Catch a movie

4. Go for a chalet /BBQ

5. Learn to dance

6. Sleep for 24hours!

Presently,

1. I am mugging

2. I am into a Korean Drama

3. I love kpop

4. I sleep at 12am everyday

5. I wake up late everyday.

attempts to censor this post have been made.

2010-09-01T21:55:00.004+08:00

hey people.

this post is not gonna be nice.

i dun mind if u close this window.

i have already attempted to censor this post.

Shd u choose to continue reading, its ur own fault. Dun blame me

thanks a lot ar cb. Everyday suan me, u nothing to do isit? Everyday see me go vivian vivian. U like her so much go woo heer lah! Why must u disturb me. Stupid f**king noob. How bout i suan u everytime i see u? U want tat isit? knnbccb. Just because i'm nice doesnt mean u can ake advantage of it okay. just because i say i dun mind the suanings doesnt mean u can make it worse. Dude. I'm a human. With feelings. I made myself clear i dun like her. U deaf or mentally challenged? Simple english also dun understand. Say i dun like her, i dun like her for damn lot of times alr. still the same thing. I suan u, u say stop, i stop. U suan me, i say stop, u carry on. Wtf is ur problem... I know u are deaf/mentally challenged. But must u prove it? U think i wanna screw my life up isit? U dunno wat is it like to be me so screw off frm me life tyvm.

As i have said, attempts at censorship have been made. Dun blame me.

I 'm Back! With flu...

2010-08-28T12:47:00.002+08:00

Hey people!

Got sick these few weeks

Last monday and tuesday

fever with temperatures of 40 degrees!

Brain chao ta liao.

yesterday and today, runny nose and cough.

Should really take care of myself more. Hahas

EOYs are coming!

Really damn stressed out by the fact that i might fail sec 3

siannz...

所为的笨蛋

2010-08-08T20:00:00.002+08:00

不久前，有为朋友叫我不要一直动她的头，因为动多了就会变笨蛋。

就今天，我以领悟了笨蛋的美。

所谓的笨蛋，根本就不用担心社会上的问题。因为不明白，因为不知道，所以不用关那么多。

所谓的笨蛋，受到的爱心跟关心，往往比正常人来的多。

当笨蛋，需要烦恼的事，比我们跟少。

当了笨蛋，心情自然会好很多。

Something

2010-08-02T21:51:00.002+08:00

the results are just.... Disappointing i guess.

Din get what i wanted

Maybe it is cause i am not good enough.

maybe the other guy is better which is damn true.

Congrats and jiayous.

TODAY!

Went to buy gifts all alone! WTH! Thanks ar Russell, zhi han...

Bought a hell lot...

Saw a hell lot nice stuff that i might buy. Haha.

hms..

POP tmr.

My last wish will be for a SGT rank for this pop.

NU ABO!

2010-08-02T17:40:00.006+08:00

Fell in love with another awesome song!

KPOP again!

F(X) - NU ABO!

3rd Week!

2010-07-21T22:57:00.005+08:00

Hey peeps!

I am back!

Had racial harmony day today.

Quite fun i should say. Slack also.

8.00am - Batik painting. Damn fun.

9.30 - Bazaar. Din buy anything.

10.30 - Concert.

11.00 - Concert ends early. Bazaar. Bought Nazi Lemak + otah + chendol

11.30 - Supposed bazaar time. Ended up slacking in class

1.00 - IHC

2.30 - Maths

3.00 - SJAB

And that retard leon! Go spill wax on my shoe! AND my CLOTH shoelaces. Now cannot wash.

I have no confidence. Zero. 0.

KPOP Frenzy!!!

2010-07-20T19:42:00.002+08:00

I am BACK! And i just found some AWESOME kpop VIDS!

Vid spam!

I am BACK. BIGGER and BETTER!

2010-07-18T21:57:00.002+08:00

HELLO PEEPS! I AM BACK! BLACKER[really], BIGGER[by 1cm] and BETTER[always]!

NDP seriously rocks man! Totally awesome for freebies!

Have to cut near botak but who cares man! Going to cut soon!

This week was boring. nothing interesting, nothing going right.

Friday we took over for one training, then everything was bad.

I just realized that i have not been looking forward trainings like i used to.

And my blog AINT dead! Not for a long long shot!

4 more days.

2010-07-07T22:52:00.003+08:00

4 more days.

4 teams

1 goal

National Champs.

From April till now.

Nearly 5 days a week.

Count.

How much time did you spend.

Count.

How many cases, foot drill procedures and TOC have you done.

Think.

How much have you grown.

Reflect.

And improve.

At long last, we join Nationals. Don't waste this moment. Go into the arena, proud, of yourselves, of your team, of Hwa Chong. Even if you lose, it is still a good effort made, being able to join Nationals. I will not be coming down to support. I will however, join you all for the celebration or otherwise.

Hwa Chong St John Ambulance Brigade

We are still masters of our fate.
We are still captains of our souls.
Winston Churchill

UPDATE~~~

2010-07-01T01:12:00.002+08:00

Hey people!
This dude is typing in the dark! Cuz it is 1.15am and i dun wan sleep! REBEL!

Actually it is because i had 咖啡牛奶茶 then the auntie go spam COFFEE POWDER... End u too much then cannot sleep.
Anyways, St John Day celebration today, wore my uniform the whole day.

Halfway during training got sms from mom, saying she, dad and sister are all sick. Wow... 3 out of 5 sick.

I am starting to hate maths. Cuz the assignments are all damn hard.

Hm... actually these days i have done quite a lot of self reflection. Going to take over le... Must improve yourself first right...
Realized that i am actually quite retarded in the sense that i will do things that make me look stupid sometimes. Hahas. Time to cut down on that. Role model, role model.

OH crap... Just pressed on a link to ghost stories and stuff.

Anyways, I saw a meaningful quote that i guess i'll share before i leave.

“It is not how much you do, but how much love you put in the doing.” Mother Teresa

ANCOC PART II

2010-06-22T23:14:00.003+08:00

OK! PART II!

Day II

Had night duty! Talk about ghost stories with rachel and alan. When around, had more ghost stories. Went back to bunk and had a nap!

At around 5+? Got woken up by Benjwe. Grabbed my bag and went to fall in.

Had PT, which includes pumpings, crunches and a whole lot of stuff.
After PT had breakfast
And then WHITE UNICORN PART 2!

It was damn fun! Ran around Henderson area trying to earn bullets.

We went to Redhill MRT, Henderson Waves, some supermarket, fitness corner and a whole lot of places! IT WAS DAMN FUN! AND THE WHOLE ALPHA 1 WAS DAMN HIGH!

After WHITE UNICORN PART 2 had dinner, then a lecture.

After the lecture was last parade, then I kena Platoon Sergeant. Lucky it is tomorrow.

Day 3

Same things....

After breakfast was MOI preparation. Me, William and Benjwe just slacked in the bunk.

Changed to half uniform
then went for MOI FA.

MY GROUP WAS EPIC!

Me and Xiu Zheng just went to ask the people stupid and retarded questions. Then later Angela joined us then got one epic moment. Where Angela asked Alvin, " For a heart attack casualty, if the bra strap is too tight, what should we do?" Then got silence... Then me and xiu zheng was like... CAN YOU DUN ASK TAT!?

Epic...

Followed by MOI FD.

When it was Eunice's turn, the whole group had laughing gas. Until we requested for break. Haha.

MOI FINISHED!

Went to change to FULL UNIFORM for course Foot Drill. But first they want the Platoon Sergeants[me] to take the platoon for warm up drill first. So me and alan was screaming at the whole of alpha. End up only got warm up drill so yay!

After course foot drill, went to get the camp shirts, changed to it, and went for photo shoot.
The boys were niang
The girls were garang.

Had buffet!

Had campfire where stupid benjwe sabo me to be MC. And i think i did a terrible job cuz i din really participate that much.

After Campfire had last parade.

Lights out time me, jun hong, william and sir yufan had a talk about the corps.

Day 4

First time the whole course was late! And i really meant the WHOLE COURSE.

Like, 6am, no one fall in at the parade square, no one was out at the bunks, except for 2 girls who went to refill their bottles and then went to sleep again.

Kena tekan for that.

Had the most interesting PT ever!

8844488! <-- Awesome!

Awesome running!

Awesome Shake-it-up!

AWESOME PRATA BREAKFAST!

After breakfast just went to pack up and fall in, then went for area cleaning which was surprisingly fast. 0.0

After area cleaning had debrief and last parade.

Then went for lunch at long john silvers with william, benjwe, sir yufan, derrick, eng heong.

Talk about ANCOC and the corps.

ANCOC'10. Trained to lead.

ANCOC

2010-06-21T22:12:00.002+08:00

ANCOC WAS DAMN FUN! EVEN BETTER THAN BNCOC!

DETAILS!

DAY 1

Fall in! Standardize! Totally lost. Cuz i pon theory day for NDP! Anyways, also got NDP people inside! So i not the only one. Then attendance, bunk in. Run to bunk, shift table chair stuff. End up only left my uniform cover not standardize. When Alpha mdm ask me fall out damn malu! Then got first parade [i think]. Lunch. Then highlight of the day: WHITE UNICORN PART 1!

Totally awesome man! Like a triage, only more fun! ALPHA 1 won! like... duh! Haha.
After White unicorn part 1, had dinner and then last parade and lights out.

Aiya... fourth and last day... next time then blog.

TMR GOT CLASS OUTING!

1.35am post...

2010-06-14T01:35:00.001+08:00

HI!!! Welcome the guy whos up at 1.35am in the morning. Its been a great week.

Mon, Tues, Weds, Thurs

Went librry with different people.

Firday

Went to the interior designer
Went for dinner

Saturday

NDP- FREE KFC!

Sunday

Went to the PC show

Trival
NDP NDP NDP~!

Major

I BOUGHT MY FREAKING CRUMPLER!!!! AFTER LIKE 2 MONTHS OF HARD HARD SAVINGS!
WHOOO!!!
I LOVE LOVE MY CRUMPLER!

2010-06-04T22:11:00.001+08:00

Emo Quotes

Today?

2010-06-04T21:01:00.004+08:00

Have you all ever felt demoralized before?

No, it isn't that kind where your friends laugh at you and you get all upset and everything.

Its different.

It made me feel isolated, maybe even marginalized.

It made me look down on myself.

It made me think.

It made me reflect.

It made me sad.

All you friends are all leaders while you are just a normal/less normal guy.
They all go for conventions and stuff while you go for remedial.
They all have opportunities that you can only look in awe and jealousy.

They all seem so high and mighty and where are you?
Oh look! Down there! Bottom class!

The world sucks. Back to cherrybam.

Holidays like so far?

2010-06-03T22:24:00.002+08:00

Holidays are... Speechless.

APMOPS WAS DAMN FUN!!!!!! THE KOREAN KIDS I TOOK WERE ALL DAMN CUTE!!! THEN THE TEACHER WAS SO NICE, SHE GAVE ME ONE FREAKING WHOLE BOX OF KOREAN CUP NOODLES, SHIPPED ALL THE WAY FROM KOREAN!!!! OMG!!!

THEN THE DAMN NICE SSIS PEOPLE...!!! GAVE ME A MOUSE AND A pen. DAMN AWESOME LOR!

Anyways... Apmops me, russell, berwyn and benji had a hell lot of fun. We just went around orchard, talk crap in the room. TOOK PICTURE WITH MR KONG! <---- Highlight!

Wednesday

Went out with MAX CHU for movie... COST ME F****** $11! AND THE 3D IS NO SPECIAL...
Then killed time walking around Bugis Junction...

Thursday

Celebrated birthday.

My tongue is tied. I have no idea how to start talking to you.

Some updates

2010-05-24T23:06:00.002+08:00

First things first...

HEADACHE!!! DAMN PAIN!!! It started last night. Then it woke me up at 2am... Totally cannot sleep... Had to endure until 6?

Today lesson, got headache also. Totally cannot concentrate...

Today during training, was put to recovery position, had more blood flowing to my brain, causing my headache to be more pain...

Today on the bus home, accidentally leaned my head on the glass. Vibration caused my headache to be even more pain...

Damn sad... Go away lah stupid headache!!!

Shoo!!! Go somewhere else!

OKay....

Second!

WHoo!!!
Taking S.Korea kids for APMOPS! Damn happy! And their names are damn cute. Haha.
I am supposed to take them around singapore.... Go zoo, go science centre, go school, go RELC <--????.

Thirdly,
erm... I dun think got anything else le.

Go away lah stupid headache!

Epic Day.

2010-05-20T21:08:00.003+08:00

Today was damn epic!

Hahas

IHC - Earned 2 free Sniker Bars

Chem - Got caught using phone in class. BUT then ChewTY found out that i was using the periodic table app in my phone, so he let me off and asked me to send it to him. After that he became engrossed in that app.

Physics - Boring stuff

French - During oral test had a short chat with the teacher in english, about how he should buy a belt instead of holding his pants up with safety pins

After french - Bryan smsed me from Vietnam [boomz. There goes my phone bill] and asked me if i would like anything. So i said crumpler! ^^

Anws, Crumpler on monday

NDP training on Saturday

Oh shitt!!! I forgot about the stooopid PTG...
nvm

er... Oh yea. 27th may, Living in boarding school until 31st may cuz of APMOPS.

Shuang sia... no need waste time take bus. Whee~!

UPDATE~~~

2010-05-14T22:46:00.002+08:00

Hi people!!! I am back!!! Whoo!!! *loud cheers*

This week was hell man...

I screwed my physics damn badly..

However Combined Sports Meet, aka Hwa Chong - NanYang Annual Track and Field Meet was quite fun. Then after that got free macs meal! Whoo!!!

Tomorrow got NDP training... Sian...

Totally not looking forward to it man...

Space Thats what we all need.

2010-05-04T20:26:00.002+08:00

I miss you. I really do. But i am sorry we will have to keep a distance between us. I read your blog. Hope you are ok.

And no, i was not, am not and will not be the same.

Fiat Lux
Let light be made

i feel so guilty!!!

2010-05-03T21:47:00.000+08:00

Argh... Life is terrible. I rather be a flower. Or a tree... I rather not live...

Goodbye world.

2010-05-03T21:45:00.001+08:00

Emo Quotes

Test period...

2010-04-26T20:50:00.002+08:00

Whooo!!! Since now i am not in any competition, CCA is currently my second/third priority. Haha. Obviously Academic is first for me. LOL. Got a hell lot of test this week and i don't even know about them. LOL.

I am damn s l e e p y . . .

M u s t g e t s l e e p ! ! !

Yawns!

ZHANG JIE HONG!!! LOOK HERE!!!

2010-04-25T01:21:00.000+08:00

i <3 darling!

15th Birthday!

2010-04-24T22:01:00.000+08:00

Hey people! I just turned 15 on Monday! Haha It was awesome!

Presents first!
1) Awesome Adidas Bag [From Jia Wen]

2) Awesome Notebook + $20 + Handphone straps [From Darling]

3) Awesomely Pink Bear [From Sister]

4) Awesomely cool Warcraft Sword [From Russell]

5) Awesome Converse Shoes!!! [From my parents!]

6) Awesome earphones + notes [From KY]

Thanks people!

Ok. So Monday went out with darling...

Treated her. Yea. I know i am kind. LOL.

Argh!!! I feel mature already! Haha.

2010-04-19T15:04:00.001+08:00

Emo Graphics

2010-04-19T15:03:00.001+08:00

Emo Graphics

i-am-gna-emo-cuz-darling-doesnt-let-me-read-her-post

2010-04-17T23:30:00.000+08:00

Hmph. Ok. This is just basically random.

Went to watch nysj comp today
saw them bag 2 champ titles. Wah!! Imba sia.

Haha. Then today went kc again...

Quite ok actually. Haha. But i won't be going there until august? Cos i am going to march for NDP!!! WHOOO!!!

Lesley Roy - Unbeautiful

2010-04-13T20:08:00.002+08:00

Don't hang up,
Can we talk?
So confused
It's like im lost.
What went wrong?
what made you go?
Don't pretend you don't know
This is me
Im unchangeable

When did we
Fall apart?
Or did you lie
From the start?
When you said
Its only you
I was blind
Such a fool
Thinking we
Were unbreakable

It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said?
was it something that I did?
Cuz I gotta know
What made me unbeautiful.

Ive been told
Whats done is done
To let it go
And carry on
And deep inside
I know that's true
Im stuck in time
Im stuck on you
We were still untouchable

It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more.
Was it something that I said?
Was it something that I did?
Cuz I gotta know
What made me unbeautiful

Wake up, wake up, wake up
Cuz im only dreaming
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my head now

Because we're much better
All together
Can't let go.

It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said?
Was it something that I did?
Cuz I gotta know
What made me unbeautiful

It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said?
Was it something that I did?

Cuz I gotta know
What made me unbeautiful
Made me unbeautiful...

2010-04-12T22:05:00.001+08:00

Emo Graphics

I am just lost... (II)

2010-04-12T22:04:00.000+08:00

Yet i still love you...

I am just lost...

2010-04-12T21:59:00.000+08:00

I really dunno what to do...

Can't i have some time with you alone?

I really hate it when i wanna spend time with u only and some guy interferes.

If thats whats gonna happen, then i rather we end this.

Forever. At least it ends my pain and suffering.

Zonals wasn't the thing that made me sad. It was you, all along. Long before zonals, you threw a blow at me.

Lets just end this if we cannot sustain it.

koalas are awesome

2010-04-12T16:52:00.001+08:00

pac man is awesome :D
koalas are even more awesome :D
anyway there aren't much glam photos of koalas cos we are too awesome
in conclusion
koalas>>>>>>>rabbits
so much for my awesome english language essay writing skills.
ps. im NOT kaijie, kaijie not this awesome yet.

2010-04-11T17:05:00.001+08:00

Emo Graphics

I got nothing to post about... LOL

2010-04-11T16:59:00.001+08:00

I AMIN MALAYSIA!!! WHOOSS!!!!
Guess that makes a post?
Haha.

It has been long. It has passed.

2010-04-08T22:21:00.002+08:00

Ok peeps! I am finally ok! I guess. Less emo. So don't need to worry about me le. Haha. But then i still think those emo quotes are nice. So i will be posting them up. Haha. So don't worry if you see them. LOL.

Ok. What should i blog about? LOL.

Thanks to Yufan, Huiyee, Yijung, Benjwe, Vivian, and many other peeps who tried their best to get me to stop emoing. Haha.

Thanks to lotsa people who did their best to ask me not to be sad after my competition.
Namely: Cherie, AA team, Kenneth, Sheng Yang, Jeremy, Huiyee, Yijung, Vivian, Ac team, Min Chih, Jie Hong, Qian Cheng, Rebecca. Haha. Thanks a lot guys.

I know this post is like nearly a week late... But hey! At least i posted it right?

Hm... Tomorrow going out with Vivian again. LOL. Go JEL, then go have birthday dinner! Whoos! Awesome!

Training is cancelled for competition team! SO yea!

The feeling is still inside me, suppressed to the max. Why can't i just shout it out?

2010-04-08T20:51:00.001+08:00

Emo Quotes

2010-04-07T22:30:00.001+08:00

Emo Quotes

2010-04-06T20:53:00.001+08:00

Emo Quotes

2010-04-05T21:12:00.001+08:00

Emo Graphics

2010-04-05T21:01:00.001+08:00

Emo Quotes

2010-04-04T16:51:00.001+08:00

Emo Quotes

我的心狠痛，真的很痛。

2010-04-04T01:21:00.002+08:00

大家都好好地加油吧！为学校争光。

我们已经出局了。未来，就靠你们了。

华侨中学，圣约翰救伤队。
圣者为王。

It is the feeling you cant describe...

2010-04-04T01:10:00.005+08:00

I am just gonna pen down my thoughts down here.

hci*St.J//-aa'10.

Our journey ends.

Will we remember this?

Will we have this again?

hci*St.J//-ac'10

Your journey carries on.

Don't stop.

The ex-hci*St.J//-aa'10 is here to help.

hci*St.J//-aa'10.

No more.

Gone. Forever. Will our legacy stand?

Will we be remembered?

I seriously don't know.

It is all in my heart. I feel like shouting it out loud.

My frustrations.

My sorrows.

My regrets.

everything.

Just shout it out loud.

My heart aches.

To see all these months of training. Gone like that...

2nd time I tried.

2nd time I failed.

I am sorry.

我已经死了。

hci*St.J//aa'10-our journey ends.

2010-04-04T00:04:00.002+08:00

2nd time...

This time it is worse.

Congrats NH and of course AC. Jyjy. Win nationals for zone 7. Haha.

YouTube - Owl City - Vanilla Twilight

2010-04-02T04:39:00.000+08:00

YouTube - Owl City - Vanilla Twilight

Damn nice song. Haha. Lyrics are in the vid itself le.

4.01am post.

2010-04-02T04:01:00.002+08:00

Hm... I know i should be sleeping...

OH wells.

Sian... I have a feeling that zone comp will be a major disappointment.

Currently a huge boulder just fell... And i feel so much relieved.

Jiayou.

Comp in 20 hrs and counting down.

Life sucks.

2010-03-30T00:16:00.001+08:00

I guess the title summarizes my post...

It is damn pain. When you lose the feeling of being cared for.

Pain, one arrow after another, being shot into my heart.

Blood, one drop after another, dripping out.

Tears, one drop after another, flowing out.

I lost so many.

I know i can never get it back.

I give up.

Both hands raised.

I just wanna end this misery.

You will never see me being strong again, now that my support is gone.

Today was fun! XD

2010-03-22T21:34:00.002+08:00

Shucks. The new timetable sucks.

DONE! ^^

From tomorrow onwards i am going to bring food to school. Specifically bread. Haha. To fill me up in that puny 30mins break. Haha.

Sian si le. This whole term i got maths everyday except on wednesday. But then again, this whole term, my classes end at 1.30pm w/o any afternoon lessons. Haha. And on monday it ends at 1pm. haha.

Shuang sia, HAHA.

OK. Got quite a lot of birthday's coming up. Haha. Pai seh if i miss yours hor! Haha. So i am going to have to save up tons of money to buy lotsa gifts... Then on a birthday i am going down to Jun Zhou's house to cook. Haha, Hope that person doesnt get poisoned.

I know i shouldnt ask for presents... But oh well. Whattheheck.

BIRTHDAY WISHES!!! I am starting too early. Hehe.

>CRUMPLER!!! [This has been on my x'mas wish list le.]

>Cap.[Cuz my senior wan me to cut the ugly high slope.T.T]

>Earphones![My ipod one die le...]

Yep! These 3 stuff are the most wanted in my list le. Haha.

Zonals in 12 days.

Jy everyone.

Tag replies

2010-03-21T22:14:00.004+08:00

Whee. Got quite a few people tagging. Haha. shall make an effort to reply them. Although not as much as benjwe's. Haha.

Benjwe: LOLS. Yea lah. Jyjy AC oso. Haha. ya lah ya lah. U become famous in both sides le. Haha.

DC-ed: Hey. haha. Okok. YEA! TEAM PERSEVERE!

CHERIE:D: Haha. Good girl... Cute sia you. Haha.

Ev@nEyF: Haha. LOL. I read your fb note le. Haha.

Wing Yan: Lol. She go inside the male toliet argh? Haha.

Shucks. Last day of the holidays.

2010-03-21T20:36:00.002+08:00

Shucks. Last day of holidays le. Lets have an overview of my holiday.

Monday.

Status: Awake 100%. Dry 80%

Things done: training.

Tuesday.

Status: Awake 100%. Dry 80%

Things done: training.

Wednesday.

Status: Awake 90%. Dry 70%

Things done: training.

Thursday.

Status: Awake 85%. Dry20%

Things done: MC2

Friday.

Status: Awake 60%. Dry 100%.

Things done: SANA

Saturday.

Status: Awake 40%. Dry 10%

Things done: competition support. CIP.

Sunday.

Status: awake 70%. Dry 99%

Things done: training.

My holiday rocks.

Interesting quiz i did recently on facebook.

2010-03-19T20:50:00.005+08:00

Bored. Haha.

SOOO...

I went to do a quiz about myself. [like duh...]

My Type.

So... Heres the result. Quite interesting actually.

I am the provider [ESFJ]

Overview: In general, ESFJs are helpful people who place a high value on harmony. Paying close attention to people's needs and wants, they work well with others to complete tasks in a timely and accurate way. ESFJs follow through on their commitments. They like closure and prefer structured, organized situations in which warmth and compassion are shown. They contribute to others by anticipating their day-to-day concerns and handling them with warmth and efficiency. ESFJs are at their best in organizing people to get a job done.

ESFJ IN LOVE: For the ESFJ , love means warmth and commitment. When ESFJs first fall in love, they show this warmth and concern for their partner in many tangible ways. They will send cards, notes, flowers, special gifts, and other mementos of their affection. If the partner casually mentions a desire for a specific thing, such as a sweater with a sailboat design, the ESFJ will try to find just that thing. Once committed in a relationship, ESFJs tend to stay with it even when there is inconvenience to them, and perhaps longer than may be healthy. They are able to bring out the best in their partners, even though it may mean putting their own needs second.

Because ESFJs are caring individuals, they expect to give and receive in their relationships. Because others may not be as thoughtful as the ESFJ, it is a possible source of disappointment to them if they expect the same awareness and caring on the part of the partner. Being practical and realistic, they may not always like effusive shows of affection and prefer moderation instead. ESFJs may be more loyal to the relationship or to the institution of marriage than to the person. ESFJs may take the end of the relationship as a personal failure.

ESFJs, when scorned, hurt all over and may need to take time to get over the relationship before pursuing a new one. They may too easily, and incorrectly, blame themselves for the unfavorable outcome and recall instances when, perhaps, they were not as giving as they might have been. However, ESFJs' standards for giving in a relationship are likely to be above those of some other types. At their worst when scorned, ESFJs can become spiteful and critical of the partner. Because ESFJs are keenly sensitive to others and are tuned in to emotional needs, they really know how to hurt a person in the rare instances when they choose to do so.

ESFJ in work : At work, ESFJs contribute their ability to cooperate with others and to complete tasks in a timely and accurate way. They respect rules and authority, and handle daily operations efficiently. They tend to be well informed and up-to-date on organizational actions that matter to people. ESFJs do what they can to make sure that personal relationships are running smoothly. Because they pay close attention to people's needs and wants, they are often involved in work activities that meet people's practical, day-to-day desires.

Work Setting

ESFJs prefer a work setting that contains conscientious, cooperative, values-oriented people who work at helping others. They want to be close to the action, working most effectively in settings that are friendly, sensitive to human needs, personal, and appreciative. ESFJs may not fit in well with departments that are highly bottom-line or production oriented. They tend to operate on actual facts and realities, liking things to be organized. Where possible, they make their workspace efficient, yet warm in tone.

Organizing Style

ESFJs want answers to questions such as: who, what, when, and where. They place a special emphasis on "who". They want information and structure because it enables them to quickly help others. They are often models of organization, with a "place for everything and everything in its place". Some ESFJs like the role of organizational "historian" because they remember facts as they relate to people. ESFJs enjoy providing useful data to those who need it. After being told that someone has lost some piece of information, ESFJs will generally be able to locate it.

ESFJs plan with the needs of others in mind. They are goal oriented and enjoy getting the job done. Their responsiveness, thoroughness, and reliability can be counted on. Even when they lack technical knowledge, this is easily forgiven by others because the ESFJ is so responsive and provides assistance in the depth that others may not offer. ESFJs prefer that expectations are made clear to them. When the priorities are not straight, or are continually changing, ESFJs may feel uncomfortable until there are clear directions as to what they are required to do next.

Occupations

To perform well at work, individuals may need to use all of the eight preferences at the appropriate time and when required by the situation. Knowing this, people tend to select occupations that allow them to use the preferences that are most natural to them.

ESFJs prefer occupations that allow them to provide direct and personal, yet practical, help to others. Occupations that call for organization and goal direction appeal to them. They are especially careful not to waste time or resources; to do so would go against their nature.

While ESFJs can and do enter all occupations, some are more appealing to them than others. According to available research, some occupations (in alphabetical order) seem to be especially attractive to ESFJs: childcare worker, dental assistant, elementary school teacher, home economist, nurse, office manager, radiological technologist, receptionist and secretary, religious educator, speech pathologist, and other occupations that allow ESFJs to help others and serve their values directly. These occupations are not meant to be an exhaustive list, but serve to illustrate some areas that an ESFJ might enjoy. If your specific occupation, or one that you are interested in, is not listed here, think instead of its general characteristics and ask yourself how those fit with your type.

ESFJS in LIFE: ESFJ children want life to be uncomplicated, secure, harmonious, and structured. They are usually responsible, reliable, and cooperative. They thrive in situations in which there is consistency and personal attention. They enjoy the acceptance of others and will work hard to gain that acceptance. ESFJ children are concerned about doing the right things and pleasing their elders.

ESFJs follow the rules and tend to accept them as fair and reasonable. They admire people and teachers who are warm, friendly, and concerned. Sometimes when the rules or their enforcement are unreasonable, ESFJs may have trouble setting limits and not feeling guilty or betrayed by the system. ESFJs are concerned about the feelings of others and like to help out when possible.

ESFJs begin early to assume responsibility for the welfare of others. They believe it is necessary to give as well as to receive, and will often volunteer their time and talents in service organizations such as the YWCA and hospital candy striper groups.

ESFJs radiate warmth and fellowship, and generally fit in well with their classmates. They value the traditional things that teenagers do and may be involved in various clubs and teams. Their friends often turn to them because of their "listening ear" and helpful nature.

As young adults, ESFJs focus on their relationships and values, which generally have to do with helping others and being with compatible people. They seem to have less difficulty than some other types in making friends and accepting their roles in life.

People play a significant part in every aspect of their lives. If friends decide on a particular college, for example, ESFJs may revise their own college plans in order to be with their friends.

Often the lives of ESFJs follow a traditional pattern. ESFJs make their family responsibilities their utmost goal. They like tradition and stability and generally choose to do what is expected of them by others and society.

In adult life, ESFJs take their parent, spouse, employee, or community volunteer roles seriously and are committed to them. They are sensitive barometers to the needs of those around them, sometimes more attuned to others' needs than their own. They gain the respect of others because of their helpfulness, pleasantness, and ability to get things done. They carry out their commitments and are often in charge of events. With their high values for relationships, stability, and loyalty, they may have long tenure in their places of work. ESFJs may misread business relationships as friendships and be disappointed when changes occur and personal contacts are not maintained. Mature ESFJs often structure both their work and personal lives so that they can meet the needs of others.

For ESFJs, retirement means continuing to nurture and maintain the relationships that are most important to them. They keep their lives full of activities with people. ESFJs are recognized for doing nice, thoughtful things for others, such as sending flowers and notes, and making follow-up telephone calls. They are likely to schedule regular lunches and leisure activities with their former colleagues from work. If they have grandchildren, they will fill their time by offering to babysit, often at a moment's notice, or by helping in any way that they can.

I know the result is long... But it is interesting. Haha. Damn cool how one quiz can say so much.

MC2

2010-03-18T21:45:00.002+08:00

First, i would like to say to AC2, well done. We managed to finish the case without any out of case. Good job.

Secondly, i would like to say to arturo that the whole team does not blame you. Not even a single bit. :)

Thirdly, i would like to thank my teammates for giving me support during the whole mock competition.

On to the main part.

I arrived at SALT centre, waiting for william to help him polish his boots. Benjwe arrived. William arrived. Polished boots, Benjwe climber in and unlock the door. More people arrive.

Whole AC1 arrive. Arturo not here. Started calling. Polishing boots.

Packed up. Left for nanyang. Still calling.

Still calling. Whole team prepared for the worst.

Zhi Han called his home. Worst news received. Arturo is sick.

Whole team called for emergency discussion. Asked william for advice.

Change to uniform. First uniform check.

Briefing. Second uniform check.

TOC.

LC.

SC2.

SC1.

FD.

all screwed up.

Second time in hci*St.J history that AC win AA.

Second time in history i suffered a major defeat.

I will remember this.

Team AA

Still up and going. We will continue. Still standing and fighting. We will soar above the rest. Still persevering and improving. We will not give up. Never.

hci*St.J//

Team AA

I got nothing to say in the face of my SJ filled holiday...

2010-03-16T21:40:00.002+08:00

Wow... I have nothing to say... Totally stun...

Totally filled with St.J things man... I don't have any personal time le... Maybe this is the kind of sacrifice... required? I don't think it is worth it actually... It only tires us out. Disconnect us from our actual world...

Even if we win zone comp and get a 2 weeks break [i am being positive here], we still have to suffer... This isn't a good deal at all...

Damn crap, this world.

I shall not hide anything.

I already feel that i am drifting away from my sister, my zoo, my class.

I shall try my best. I shall not fail. I shall bring death upon myself.

I will know you. I will remember you. I will treasure you.

HOLIDAYS! [Like FINALLY!!!]

2010-03-15T22:20:00.003+08:00

Whee! Finally the holidays. But also damn sad. The whole holiday all filled with the same stuff... Today damn fun. Just did bandaging and break records. Haha. Then CheePeng took out a AC drawing. I was like, " I am going to make a nicer and better one!"

Below are the designs:

COOL RIGHT??? Told you my team one will be nicer!!! In your face!

Haha. We broke records.

We went kap. I missed my bus.

The second bus i took broke down.

Yepp! So thats today!

How about tomorrow ?

Same thing... How fun!

Seriously enjoying life.

Impossible is nothing.

Second post of the day!

2010-03-11T20:58:00.002+08:00

Just had french test just now.

summary of what i did;

1) Do the paper - 40mins

2) Afternoon nap - 20mins

3) Doodle + eat mentos + drink coffee - 1h

Yepp. So this paper = fail le.

My doodle was nice lor... Unfortunately we cannot keep the rough paper... And my doodle gt destroyed... T.T

Nvm. I shall draw newer and nicer ones. Haha

> Your words have became words of advice, words of encouragement, words that break the heart, words of love, words that will make an impact to me forever. And they are not just words. They are determining factors.

Machine translators are jokes...

2010-03-11T12:07:00.002+08:00

This is my original chinese essay...

作文（三）

最近看到报章报道一名13岁女生因为不满父母的思想老土，落伍而离家出走。看到了这章报道，我不禁感到震惊，大惑不解。为什么应为接受不了父母思想老土，落伍的行为就要离家出走？难道父母的思想就一定要是所谓的“跟上潮流”吗？

其实思想老土就代表了不肯上进的思想。在这个迅速发展的社会里，如果父母的思想老土，落伍，就会与子女有沟通的问题，这也会产生起父母与子女之间的感情有很严重的问题。该名女生对父母的不满说明了她的父母并没有好好的跟她沟通，造成了彼此不了解对方。

但是，虽然女生的父母的思想是老土，但是她不能就因为这样而离家出走。这会然父母感到很担心的。现在的年青人，动不动就说要离家出走。我认为这是个很幼稚和不服责任的行为。

我建议该名女生好好地个跟父母沟通同，进一步了解对方。新的概念和思想不是每个人都能接受的。应为这样，女生应该给父母一些时间来接受这些概念和思想。

对于女生的父母，我也建议他们开放一点，尝试接受年青人的想法，并且进一步了解对方。要防止年青人离家出走，就要与他们有良好的沟通，了解他们的心情，思想.

and this is the translated version: Composition (three)

Recent newspaper reported that a 13 -Year-old Girls because parents thought corny, outdated and ran away from home. See the chapter of the report, I cannot help but feel shocked, mystified. Why should not accept parents thought corny, outdated behavior is going to run away from home? do parents thought it must be if the so-called "followed the trend"?

Actually thought corny meant refused to forward-thinking. In this rapidly developing society, if parents thought corny, outdated, and their children have problems of communication, this raises up the parent and child between have very serious problems. Woman on the parents ' dissatisfaction describes her parents and can communicate with her, resulting in a mutual understanding of each other.

However, although the girl's parents thought is corny, but she has not been possible because of this and ran away from home. This will be so parents feel very worried. Now young people, spoken to leave home. I think this is a very good quality and against liability Act.

I suggest that the woman have a communication with parents, learn more about each other. New concepts and ideas not everyone can accept. Should be such that the girls should give parents some time to take these concepts and ideas.

For female students of parents, I also suggest that they open up a bit, trying to accept the idea of young people, and learn more about each other. To prevent young people run away from home, and they have good communication skills, understand their feelings and thoughts.

translators are damn joke...

Another update!

2010-03-09T22:49:00.002+08:00

Yawns. Just finished watching a documentary about salt...

Today we went to the Singapore Buddhist Lodge.

The president of SBL talked for 2 hours. Tried my best to stay awake. Really! But i dozed off at the last few minutes.

Got some awesome gifts: Vacuum flask and a damn nice keychain

Got a awesome buffet: expired can drinks.

I can already feel the gap between me and normal people.

Yepp! Ok. This is a short post.

Shall go to sleep early today.

25 more days.

Just some fun/emo updates that might make you happy/sad. It all depends i guess...

2010-03-08T22:41:00.002+08:00

Hm... This is the longest title throughout my whole blogging life. Haha.

I am like downloading legal music now. Super lag.

Made a great and fun sms/msn mate last week. Still talking. :D

Got into Hwachong leadership sabbatical, all the big shots came. Dr Hon, Ng Siew Choon, Edmund Teo, Colin Teo, HSC... Siao...

Said we are going to design a badge for the OTC leaders. Thats the only part i am looking forward to i guess. I like drawing and designing, even if i dun have artistic talents.

Rediscovered my love for KPOP! SNSD, Kara, Wonder Girls, Big Bang, G-Dragon, Brown Eyed Girls.

Did i miss out any? O:

Things have really changed man! Like just this month, many things have happened, so many i lost count. It feels just... different. Like it will never be the same again.

Oh wells. Life moves on. Jiayou people!

26 more days.

Late up at night and dying. Whee!

2010-03-04T01:07:00.002+08:00

I am like really tired now... But i rather finish all my work so later at night, its 1.10am now fyi, i can sleep earlier. My dad just came and said that i might as well dun sleep cuz it is just a few more hours before my alarm clock rings... *yawns*

i have chinese, maths and english homework. NOT THAT I AM COMPLAINING TO ANYONE!!!

Later i have a reason to skip french class. Yay!

Argh!!! I almost fell asleep on my computer...

Finished downloading some stuff. Finally. I started at 12am?

Friday's training no need to bring uniform...

Just 30 more days.

Breathlessness, tired.

2010-02-17T21:46:00.000+08:00

It sucks ok? 2 tests tomorrow and French class. I want to just pon french, better yet. Just quit. I really cannot take it anymore. I feel like giving up.

Argh!!! Then there is the camp form which i must hand up!!! I lost the password to isp! Die liao.

Gave up on projects. Disbanded the group.

No one left which i can count on support. It feels so different now.

Didn't any projects for SLC. Hooray.

Internet perma lagging. Stupid broadband.

It is just bottled up in me. I wanna shout it out loud. But who will listen?

Pre-CNY

2010-02-11T22:33:00.000+08:00

Hm...
OK. CHINESE NEW YEAR! Finally can get more money!!! Hehe. Met my primary school friend on the bus. Practically chatted with her the whole journey.

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Tomorrow going out with ZOO! YAY! Haha. Really miss them. We are gng vivo again. Our 老地方. Haha.

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Ok... Maybe it is time for something emo...
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You said a sentence that broke my heart. Sadly, you will never know, cause you will never come here.

Pre-mock comp1

2010-02-04T21:12:00.000+08:00

Mock comp 1 is this saturday. Maybe i shall do an analysis of both teams.

AC2

ANYY

Talented? Great leader. Haha. Standard never seem to drop. Always busy with this, busy with that. Self-disciplined.

EWE

Ewe is great man! Always knows solutions to any problems. Haha. Great friend!

DCHS

Amazing. Totally rocks man. Haha. Always make it a point to clarify doubts before advancing. Something that i feel is missing from me.

NWX & CP

Managers? Haha. Really act as if i am under you. Haha. But i still appreciate your truthful comments. Can really help the team to progress.

Overall: AC2. Is our standards dropping? I think so. Lets work harder ok? Haha.

AC1

wwyk
Modest. Haha. Seldom see him bragging about anything. [Or is it he did that when i am not around? Haha.] Can really see that he is working very hard and improving.

TZH
Attentive. Really can pick up things and point out faults or problems really fast. Sometimes even more observant then everyone else.

Benjwe
Tough. Haha. Fun-loving, serious, never-say-die attitude. and a great timer. Really knows when to be serious and when to joke. Haha. Really amazed at the amount of time he used to pick up the timings. Even faster then me. :o

GJH
Extraordinary. Crack great jokes and learn lots of stuff in a short amount of time. Really great to hang out with him.

Y^2
Standard. The reserve that takes great care in everything. From minor mistakes and major ones.

Overall: AC1 improving very fast man! :o Sooner or later they will overtake the AC2 standard if we are not careful! Haha

Well. Jiayou people for the upcoming mock comp 1! Haha.

Projects day?

2010-01-28T22:02:00.001+08:00

Hm... Proposal was done. But then our mentor rejected it. Say cannot use the school's name to collect funds. Stupid crap. Need to do a new one.

I rather you stop daoing me.

2010-01-21T23:25:00.001+08:00

i lost.

91st post

2010-01-21T22:14:00.000+08:00

Well well. Finally broke the 90 mark. And this isn't going to be a happy post. My proposal went down the drain. 4 hours of work and they tell me that they don't want to do about Down Syndrome. IF YOU HAVE OBJECTIONS SHOULD YOU TELL ME EARLIER SO I DON'T HAVE TO WASTE MY TIME DOING STUFF YOU GUYS DON'T WANT! I ASKED YOU GUYS IF YOU WERE OK WITH DOWN SYNDROME. *NO REPLY* NOW I FINISHED THE PROPOSAL AND YOU GUYS JUST HAPPILY SAY TO ME,"HM... I DON'T THINK THATS FEASIBLE. MAYBE WE SHOULD CHANGE." WTF. YOU THINK IT IS THAT EASY TO CHANGE ARGH? I GT EVERYTHING PLANNED OUT ALREADY AND NOW YOU TELL ME YOU WANT TO CHANGE. WE MIGHT AS WELL DON'T JOIN PROJECTS COMPETITION! OR BETTER YET. YOU GUYS MIGHT AS WELL OVERTHROW ME. YOU GUYS DO EVERYTHING. I SLACK AND ONLY COMMENT AT THE LAST MINUTE THAT THIS WILL NOT WORK, THAT WILL NOT WORK. LETS SEE HOW IT WILL GO. CHANGE THIS AND CHANGE THAT. YOU TRY LOR!

pissed and tired now. i dun wanna do this anymore.

Just an update

2010-01-17T18:39:00.000+08:00

Ok... First week of school is OVER!

Monday: Slack. Clapped for Mr Ang... -.-

Tuesday: Formal class start. Gt a few homework. But still ok.

Wednesday: First cca training

Thursday: First french class

Friday: Second cca training

Saturday: First time in the week tat i slept 12 hrs straight! FINALLY!

Sunday: First PD, movie

Next Tuesday will have 2.4km. Think my standard deproved.

FIRST POST OF 2010~

2010-01-01T00:22:00.000+08:00

HAHA!!! DAMN HIGH NOW!!! Cannot blame me right?

Haha

Ok... Enough laughing. Haha. Wishing everyone a Happy, fulfilling, colorful, fun, interesting, manageable, smooth year! Haha.

LAST POST OF 2009!

2009-12-31T23:30:00.000+08:00

Haha. Shall nw use my last 30mins to post my last post for 2009.

List of people i wanna thank!

>1) HCI-SJAB Competition Team 08/09 AC2

namely: Benjamin

Zheng Xuan

Timothy

Zhi Han

Thanks guys! We will always be a team man! Haha.

>2) Clique or rather ZOO

namely:Hui Yee

Jie Hong

Jun Wei

Rebecca

Vivian

Thanks for making this holiday so fun! Haha. And for making me feel so slack... Haha.

>3) Platoon 2'09

especially: Arturo

Zhi Han

Benjamin

Russell

Jun Hong

Samuel

Thanks people! Squadmates for life!

>4) 2O4'09

namely: THE WHOLE CLASS!

YOU GUYS RAWK MAN!

>5) GOD-SIS YiJung~<3

Thank you for listening to me! <3

>6) EVERYONE ELSE i missed out!

Thank you to you all!

17 more mins to a new decade.

outingSSS ^^

2009-12-24T00:41:00.000+08:00

Ok... Went out a lot these few days. Mostly with the same few people. Haha.

>16 December 2009

Ice-Cream selling!!! Damn fun!!! Haha. Walked around Bukit Timah singing christmas carols and selling ice-cream. Got one family super generous! Bought 10 tubs of ice-cream [$13.50x10=$135!!!]. Then there were lots of dogs... barking at us... Managed to earn $1000++!!! Haha. So cool~!

>18 December 2009

Appreciation Day for the ice-cream selling. There were free food. Haha. So basically we just went up, sang carols, watched a video, had lots of speeches and got our cip certificates. Then we went King Albert's Park to eat mcdonalds and we went to NUSH! Haha. I rushed frm NUSH to school to pack FA kits, gt a free earphone from Luk Yean [Thanks!], went to eat mcdonalds again, went to scape and just slacked throughout the whole thing.

>19 December 2009/20 December 2009

Both on the scape public duty... So shall not talk too much abt it.

>21 December 2009

Went to Jun Wei's house. Got lost on the bus with Rebecca, was misled by a lady at the bus stop. At Jun Wei's house played Halo, computer, wii, basketball, piano, music, videos. Quite fun actually! Haha.

>23 December 2009

Went out again. My mom was like,"Why you everyday go out one???" Ok, so today went vivocity, bought a present, ate a very late lunch, watched Bodyguards and Assasins and went up to Skypark to slack for about an hour before deciding to go home. Haha.

Wow... Didn't know i really went out almost everyday...

Quick Update

2009-12-12T17:42:00.001+08:00

Hm... Ok... Lets do a quick update of past and future events. Not much actually. Haha.

Erm... Training... Training... Sleep... nothing much really.

Monday i am going to play basketball again!!! Haha. Wednesday going to sell ice-cream. Friday , Saturday and Sunday going for public duty.

Finally, yesterday Russell chatted with me over facebook chat. Said he coming back on the 16th...

btw, sorry Russell for all the voicemails... Haha.:p

Zhi Han just flew overseas.

William still in malaysia. Maybe he is starting to lorry-drive back liao.

~BOWLING~

2009-12-08T02:49:00.000+08:00

Haha. Today was damn fun! Went bowling, Vivocity. Haha.

Went for training first. Got jelly legs for the whole things. Totally cannot run.

After training went to City Hall with Arturo to meet Hui Yee, but we met her on the train instead. Haha. Went to KFC, freezing. Changed out of school uniform. Shirt was dirty, so wore jacket over it. Haha. Meet Jun Wei, Jie Hong and Vivian. Waited for Rebecca which took the train to marina bay[1 more stop]. Then arturo left, while we went to play bowling! Haha. "Prayed" to the 'Bowling God', gave me 'luck'. Haha. After 2 games we went to Vivocity! Went to Daiso cuz Hui Yee wants to buy present. Then we hang out at the 'roof?' Aiya. The place with water one lah. Haha. Then we all went into the water, walked one round, took pictures. Hungry liao, but feet wet, cannot wear shoe... So i went to Subway with Hui Yee and Vivian BAREFOOTED! ^^ The ground was damn cold. And i don't think anyone one knew that we were bare-footed. Except for the people in the same lift as us, cause Vivan and Hui Yee keep talking abt me being bare-footed, the got a Auntie hear, look at my feet and laughed... -.- After we went to buy Subway we stone there blasting music, played truth or dare. Haha. Me and Rebecca escaped! Haha. Lucky. After that we just went home.

X'mas Wishes!

2009-12-03T23:57:00.000+08:00

Whee~! Christmas is around the corner. Haha. Shall make my wish list nw.

>1) Crumpler Bag!
>2) Macbook!
>3) Basketball
>4) Bluetooth Headset
>5) Um... Thats about it. Haha.

Shall go sleep earlier with all the muscle aches. Tommrrow got some day camp... -.-

1.36am post.

2009-11-28T01:31:00.001+08:00

Hm... Really nothing to post about leh... Shall think for a while... Had two comp trainings after Bncoc camp. None of them had full attendence, so the teams were pretty mixed. Todays training only had 4 people. So for footdrill we did the whole procedure, then it was 1-on-1 training. After that we had circuit which caused my socks to have holes in them. Then was first-aid. Was told to just practice bandaging and read the manual. Then slacked a bit, pumped 80, slacked again, discussed on the treatment for ankle sprain and was dismissed.

2009-11-26T23:11:00.000+08:00

Find this song the BEST so far!!! <3 Paramore!

BNCOC camp

2009-11-24T01:19:00.000+08:00

I know that i am supposed to be sleeping now, but oh well. Just a quick one.

Camp Day 1
Fall in at 8am. Then we spent quite a lot of time standardizing our stuff witth the whole course[Alpha, Bravo & Charlie platoon]. After we finally standardized our stuff we checked in to our bunks and clean up the bunk. Thennnnn i forgot all the way up till after lunch. After lunch had footdrill until fieldactivities. Damn fun. Haha. The Alpha platoon did tent first. My section was like the fastest to pitch and unpitch the tent. Haha. Then our section commander[Annabelle!] realised that we had lots of time to spare, so we sat down and discussed about our campfire skit. After the tent we did flagpole/shoerack. So, my section volunteered for the flagpole. Again we finished first. Haha. So we just continued to discussed about our campfire skit. After the flagpole is some banshee thingy.Finished too fast again. When w just finished dismantling the banshee thingy some other sction commander came to us and said that they need us to hold the banshee thingy so can take pic. My whole group was like "Huhhhhh..." at that time. Haha. So we just chiong and fixed it up, took a pic and dismantled it again. After all the pitching is outdoor cooking. The discipline master told us to like race to take our food. So one person will go once, taking only one food item back with him/her. Last two team had to sign extra. Ok... story cut short. We didnt have to sign extra. So we cooked and our poor section commander and platoon sergent had to eat our uncooked and overcooked rice. Haha. Then the eggs were disgusting. The shells have already gone very soft... After outdoor cooking will be last parade. That was the time i was appointed as Course IC for the next day... When my name was called i was like stunned there...

Campfire Day 2
Woke up to firedrill. Had trouble with attendence, did physical training with commanding official. Includes relay run, pumpings, crunches, jumping jacks and some speed thingy where u jog/walk for 1min, then sprint for 30 secs. Not easy hor the speed thingy. After physical training was breakfast, then is survivor challenge. Hike all the way to punggol park, completed a few stations.
First Station: Frog jump, sit-ups, jumping jacks and wheelbarrow walk
Second station: Flipping over a poncho with every section member on it, helium hoop
Third station: Some maths thingy
Fourth station: Captains ball
Fifth station: Find 3 candles of the same colour
On the return trip we took a bus back. Haha. But when we returned to the bunk we found out that it was triage immediately after this. So everything was every chaotic and triage was screwed up with all the evacuation team members and more than half of the casualties dead. After triage was dinner, then theory test. Screwed up theory test btw. After theory test was last parade and debrief. To my horror i have sentry duty... That means dun nid to sleep... Sentry duty damn cold. We were like practically frozen to death. Then S2 Advisor came and told us that we can sit down to seek shelter from the cold wind.

Camp Day 3
Ok... This day must write longer. Complain about how my section, or rather platoon[including the Platoon Sergent] saboed me... So same thing, physical training, breakfast. Camp day3 have method of instruction for both foot-drill and first-aid. So my section did MOI foot-drill first, and i did hormat as my MOI. After lunch was MOI first-aid and i did a full body check-up for that. Fared quite well. after MOI we were told to slack a bit, change into camp tee and jeans, discuss about campfire skit. Then around 6pm-7pm the campfire started. Alpha was damn high. Haha. We were spamming the Alpha Cheer, rebutting the MC[in a good way] and dicussing about what kind of surprises should we do next. Haha. So first was some cheering, then the guest-of-honor entered. After the GOH settled down we cheered and presented our skit. After the 3 skits from each section in every platoon, there was some kind of sharing session where the platoon choose 2 representives to go up and say their feelings about the camp. So finally it was Alpha's turn. Then i kena saboed by platoon sergent and Alpha, keep chanting my name... So i just came up said my feelings lor. But i invited the whole Alpha up to sing "Nobody" to the commanding official, then he was like super stun! Haha. So it was screwed up at first, but then Benjwe led the whole Alpha, so we at least finished the chorus for commanding official. After our cheers was a game. Agained saboed by Alpha... supposed to do actions related to pancake! Me and two other more guys were all stun down there. After the game is very fun. We were challenging the trainers in a cheering competition with the discipline master on our side. Haha. The when th trainers went down to pumping postions the trainees were like screaming out " Trainers, butts up!", "Trainers, I dun wan to see any knees on the floor!", "Trainers, knees straight!", "Trainers, mind over body!", "Trainers, Endure!". Haha. Then the discipline master said,: Trainees, they are your trainers. Can you at least show some respect for them?" Then trainees super quiet liao. Haha. After that was round 2, where we lost and had to pump 5. After this cheering competition, the discipline master gave us a challenge. near us was a block of flats. If we can cheer until the lights go on in the flats, we will then stop cheering. Turns out that after a few more turns the owner got super pissed and turned on the lights. Haha. Then we all cheered. After the challenge we went to have the best dinner ever! Buffet spread. Super nice. Then PC came to sit with us and we kept adding food onto his plate. Haha. After the buffet was debrief and stuff.

Camp Day 4
Last day! Everyone super high! Super slack. PT, breakfast and then bunk cleanup. My platoon finished bunk cleanup quite fast. Haha. Area cleaning super nice to us. We only had to clean the AVA room cause the Multi-purpose hall and the indoor sports hall occupied. So no need to clean. Haha. After area cleaning we had our last challenge, and i loved that challenge the most. We are supposed to finish up a watermelon and the last group will be the last to leave. Then if the trainers lost, then had to pump an additional 20. So the trainers lost, and the trainees all super high. Haha. So after the last challenge was last parade and our SC was the flagrasier. So flagraising was quite... Lol. After camp I went with Arturo, Benjamin, Derrick and Jun Hong to eat macs.

Post in Boredom... -.-

2009-11-19T01:46:00.000+08:00

Lol. Okae. I guess it is time to update. XD

Erm... What to say?

Oh yea...

Was damn pissed during dinner time today... thanks to my irritating brother... Keep shouting "Tiramisu"... Dun ask me what that means. Then my mom was like complaining about me being online like everyday... -.-

Okae... Moving on. I just realised that i am sleeping later... Yesterday slept at 4am. Best record so far. Woke up at 1.30pm. Cool. I tott i will be sleeping till 4pm. Like 12hrs. Cuz thats what i did the last few days. Slept for 12hrs straight.

Oh wait, Max msning me... Lol. He just asked me why i am up so late... Like he is not... -.- haha. [max, if you see this blog, dun get angry hor! Haha.]

Lol. my sis leaving for Taiwan nxt month... sad... T.T I will miss her... Then she say that in Taiwan she will not have internet connection... Damn sad. Then when she comes back i leaving Singapore... Why our timings so bad one???

Oh... Alpha Dog by Fall Out Boy rocks. Damn nice. Third track on my mixpod.

Ok... Back to topic.

A few days ago , she asked me what would i like for my Chirstmas. She will buy it for me. Then i was like... erps... I dunno what i want... Haha.

Hm... What else is there?

Oh yea. BNCOC camp... -.- "TOTALLY" looking forward to it... Actually i am. maybe a little.

Stumble upon my primary school class blog just now. Realised that i forgot to tell them my new url... Die~

Hey, anyone wan go watch a movie with me? Cuz i am getting tired and bored liao. Someone organise an outing or smth. I havnt got out and stretched my legs for quite a while liao. Haha.

Missed Class Chalet... Damn sad... Stupid heel injury...

Currently trying to convince my mom to buy me a macbook. Not really working though. maybe the upcoming IT fair can change her mind. Haha.

Oh yea. For those who do not know, I am moving house! Cool right? But must take until next year then can move in...

Okae... I am out of topics. Maybe i will blog after the camp. About how "FANTASTIC" it was...

Flash Box

2009-11-16T21:47:00.000+08:00

Whee~! New Flash Box to replace the old cbox. Haha. Enjoy~!

BNCOC, chalet and comp training.

2009-11-14T22:23:00.000+08:00

This week had Competition training, squad chalet and BNCOC theory day 2.

First, competition training.
Me and Arturo commanded. I first commanded the sec1 team while Arturo commanded the sec 2 team. At first with the sec 1s our bangs were quite bad. But then with the sec 2s the bangs were better. Haha. Okae.. I am not balming the sec 1s here. Just work harder. Then halfway through foot-drill my right heel got super pain. Couldn't walk and bang properly.

next, squad chalet.
damn fun~~~!!! Haha. Met up with Benjwe and Derrick first, then took a bus. while eating lunch Derrick showed us his uber cool bluetooth headphone... OMG! I also want one... T.T Haha. Then we walked a long way past downtown east to the chalet. Waited outside the chalet to check-in. Then we went in. Started up my comp and connected to the internet. Played basketball until around 6.30pm and went to eat dinner. After dinner we went back to chalet to go online, watch TV, chat. After Hot Shot we went to play MIDNITE BASKETBALL!!! Frm 12am to 3am. Haha. Damn fun. When we went back we threw Russell into the pool to celebrate his birthday. Haha.

Last, BNCOC.
Won't post much abt it. Later i kena screwed. Haha. It 'was' fun.

Comp'10 &other matters.

2009-11-04T23:15:00.000+08:00

Whee~~~ Okae... Members of the Competition Team 2010 was chosen today. As not many people showed up for training, These people were the ones present and shortlisted.

1) Russell
2) Zhi han
3) Jun Hong
4) Benjamin
5) Some Sec1 dude
6) Another Sec1 dude
7) YOURS TRULY!!!

Haha. And of course, Arturo is inside.

So now there are 2 more places left.

The positions weren't decided yet... Nxt comp trng will nxt Monday.

Schedule for the holiday is pretty tight, with most of it filled up with Sjab stuff

looking forward to Core Chalet!

Holiday is cip-filled

And BNCOC... [Wow... Fun...]

2009-11-02T23:42:00.000+08:00

Hm... Done quite a lot of thinking these few days.

Watched quite a number of videos these few days

Been to quite a lot of places these few days.

And i start thinking to myself, what do i want to achieve.

Time to reflect and set goals.

1) Find a partner.

2) Work hard for sec3

3) Continue reading my favorite manga

4) Do more cip

5) Find a way to distract myself so i can study.

2009-10-30T22:37:00.000+08:00

Hm.. Ok. Didnt post for quite a time liao.

Updates:

1) Just ended my second year in Hwa Chong with a pretty good msg.

2) I just screwed up my last time commanding in front of the whole school for flag raising. Ok, punish me.

3) Just went through OBS camp. More photos on my facebook account.

4) Got a super pain ulcer inside my mouth and my throat was not very good, so that male me look like i am emo-ing over a broken relationship, cuz people keep seeing me sitting in a corner sms-ing.

5) Laptop going to get fixed.(Finally!)

6) Will be away in malaysia?

7) Hair will be dyed Brown!

8) Blogskin will be changed.

9) Happy 5th moniversary!

10) Just wanna say i will miss the old 1K'08/2O4'09.
Love ya guys!

2009-09-11T15:27:00.000+08:00

Ok. I know that my previous skin was pretty screwed. But here is the new skin! Wah... Quite hard to find it... but at least it is quite nice. Haha. Been spending a lot of time in front of the computer. This week i have been mostly slacking...

Monday: Went to support the Hillary Challenge and Arturo's concert.

Tuesday: Stayed at home and mugged.

Wednesday: Went out and mugged.

Thursday: Stayed at home and mugged.

Friday[Today]: Flag-raising practice. Then stayed at home and mugged.

Note. Mugging is not the same as doing homework... So as you can see, i am practically dead.

2009-08-27T13:12:00.000+08:00

Sianz... I hate IDS. Pointless.

...Kenji typing...

me too....and i hate nicholas

...kaijie typing...

see? Why cant IDS just bescraped off from the school programme?

Finally finished drawing the 3D diagram for my group... Super tough...

Hatred.

2009-08-16T18:05:00.000+08:00

I am sorry.

I realised that i was selfish, not able to feel your pain. I didnt know you felt that way, until now. I hate myself for not being able to understand what you are going through. I hate myself for being so self-centered. I read your blog, and i am crying.

I am sorry.

2009-08-16T14:45:00.000+08:00

I have never felt so disappointed in my whole life.

2009-08-16T02:46:00.000+08:00

Done! Finally found a suitable template for my blog... *sigh*

POP was last friday. Went quite well. Erm... Yong Jian got promoted. WOW! Cheng En is our new PC3, Benjamin is our new DPC3. Kenneth Lim is our CSM, Benjamin is our DCSM, Sheng Yang is our HOT. Luk Yean is our HOF and PC2. To think next year will be our turn... How about a stjohn shirt?

2009-08-07T00:46:00.000+08:00

Wah sei... NDP rehersal is later this morning [posting this at 12.47am, 07/08/09]. Not looking forward to it at all... Super sianz... But just now got super emotional...

Sianz... Hate mugging at night... eyes pain liao...

2009-08-04T00:30:00.001+08:00

ok... so i changed my blog url... but i tink the template doesnt fits... later i will change the template...

2009-07-30T22:57:00.000+08:00

Ok. I will finally update my blog, due to some naggings. Tomorrow is NDP rehearsal... Pointless. Don't see the point of standing down at the field breaking our backs while the band just sit down there and screw up everything. I was the left-marker, so i am the first one to march out. Super nice. My marking was grey, so i couldn't find it... and in the end my dressing was out. Haha. But then i cheated a bit so not that obvious. Haha. POP postponed to next next friday. Sianz... Thanks a lot H1N1... Lost a lot of fun liao.

Flunked maths...

Cannot wait until NDP is OVER! No more standing up straight for hours until nxt year... T.T

Has decided to change my blog url.

Haven't decided on the url. Any suggestions?